gay-landslide: I hope i get to see this one day. We will honey.
Tonight it’s movie time, my boyfriend wants to see “the devil inside” i hope it’s going to be a great movie… The preview seems great! Lets hope the best parts of the movie are not all in the preview!! It happens a lot these days. Film industry can be so terrible and stupid… lol. I’ll give you all my point of view. About the movie, what could be better and what i liked! :)

Tonight it’s movie time, my boyfriend wants to see “the devil inside” i hope it’s going to be a great movie… The preview seems great! Lets hope the best parts of the movie are not all in the preview!! It happens a lot these days. Film industry can be so terrible and stupid… lol.

I’ll give you all my point of view. About the movie, what could be better and what i liked! :)

My lil’ baby (:
The reason why i chose this blog name is because a band i love ( Semi-Precious Weapons) wrote a song where they say “Gorgeous passed out on the cement” and the image seems so amazing. I imagine someone really beautiful, nude on the cement during winter, frozen and cold, no emotions. Just loneliness. And the image is trashy, and i love it!

The reason why i chose this blog name is because a band i love ( Semi-Precious Weapons) wrote a song where they say “Gorgeous passed out on the cement” and the image seems so amazing. I imagine someone really beautiful, nude on the cement during winter, frozen and cold, no emotions. Just loneliness. And the image is trashy, and i love it!

My biggest dream is to make movies, write, produce and play in my films. Short films. Art movies, something amazing, to win some Academy Awards. I could not ask for more. :) Produce some of Lady Gaga’s music videos, that would be awesome!!

My biggest dream is to make movies, write, produce and play in my films. Short films. Art movies, something amazing, to win some Academy Awards. I could not ask for more. :)

Produce some of Lady Gaga’s music videos, that would be awesome!!

Him and I
I realize how much i like posting on Tumblr. To talk about my life, i actually want to talk about my fears tonight. Here’s my top 3. 3. Cactus: I HATE these stupid plants, can’t stand be be near one, like it’s going to attack me. I’m afraid it could jump on me or whatever, i just hate it so much! The spikes the color, it can be so huge! I don’t know why but it freaks me out!!! 2. Aliens: I know they exist, there is too many stars in the sky to be no aliens, i mean every star is a sun, so too many planets. There’s another race of humanoid out there that is for sure, and being abdicated is the worst thing that could happen to me… I’d rather be tortured! Or possessed or i don’t know it kills me!!! 1. To die alone: To live the rest of my life alone, without my lover, to be alone in an apartment, with no one to speak to, no one to hold hand with… It’s the worst thing ever, i’d rather die… I could never live without my boyfriend, he means everything to me… He is the missing part of me… My half! My soulmate! So here’s about my fears.

I realize how much i like posting on Tumblr.
To talk about my life, i actually want to talk about my fears tonight. Here’s my top 3.

3. Cactus: I HATE these stupid plants, can’t stand be be near one, like it’s going to attack me. I’m afraid it could jump on me or whatever, i just hate it so much! The spikes the color, it can be so huge! I don’t know why but it freaks me out!!!

2. Aliens: I know they exist, there is too many stars in the sky to be no aliens, i mean every star is a sun, so too many planets. There’s another race of humanoid out there that is for sure, and being abdicated is the worst thing that could happen to me… I’d rather be tortured! Or possessed or i don’t know it kills me!!!

1. To die alone: To live the rest of my life alone, without my lover, to be alone in an apartment, with no one to speak to, no one to hold hand with… It’s the worst thing ever, i’d rather die… I could never live without my boyfriend, he means everything to me… He is the missing part of me… My half! My soulmate!

So here’s about my fears.

Cedrique: I love you. Patrick: Me too! Cedrique: Yey!
Yesterday, we had sex.  Not the kind i was hoping for. (I wish for long and passionate love and a shit load of kisses and tender words, “true love”.) But we had sex. And it’s okay, I think I showed him how much he turns me on. I start blowin’ him in the shower, and when he shot is load in my mouth, I start touching myself, I came in less then a minute, usually it takes…. more then 30 mins, near and 1hour. Easy. Even when I try hard to make it quick it takes 30 min or more. Yesterday he looked at me and said “Woah, that was fast!”… I was really exited, he turns me on so much, but I think he doesn’t realize how much, he thinks he’s fat and ugly, Christ, like I fucking care what he thinks, I find him beautiful and gentle, sexy and outrageously kind, I fucking love him so bad, don’t care if he as a couple a extra pounds, all I want is him!!! My boyfriend, the man I fell in love with almost 6 years ago. The one i still love with all my heart. That man is still inside him, even if he as extra baggage.  I LOVE YOU PATRICK, and I don’t fucking care, stop being so stuck-up with me. I really don’t care!!!! you are the one I fantasize about. You are my fantasy. You are…

Yesterday, we had sex. 

Not the kind i was hoping for. (I wish for long and passionate love and a shit load of kisses and tender words, “true love”.) But we had sex. And it’s okay, I think I showed him how much he turns me on. I start blowin’ him in the shower, and when he shot is load in my mouth, I start touching myself, I came in less then a minute, usually it takes…. more then 30 mins, near and 1hour. Easy.
Even when I try hard to make it quick it takes 30 min or more. Yesterday he looked at me and said “Woah, that was fast!”… I was really exited, he turns me on so much, but I think he doesn’t realize how much, he thinks he’s fat and ugly, Christ, like I fucking care what he thinks, I find him beautiful and gentle, sexy and outrageously kind, I fucking love him so bad, don’t care if he as a couple a extra pounds, all I want is him!!! My boyfriend, the man I fell in love with almost 6 years ago. The one i still love with all my heart. That man is still inside him, even if he as extra baggage. 

I LOVE YOU PATRICK, and I don’t fucking care, stop being so stuck-up with me. I really don’t care!!!! you are the one I fantasize about. You are my fantasy. You are…

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